Monday, August 31, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Yoni Wolf would be in my bed right now. I've been obsessing over Why? for like all month. Just got to listen to the new album which is not like anything that Yoni has ever done I mean it sounds really different but I like it. I think all of it is just amazing. I still will never forget when we saw Why? and were standing right next to him: Nick talked mad shit about his gf while she probably overheard everything. Nick had no clue that Yoni Wolf was standing right next to us but every time nick would talk shit I would put my finger over my mouth and tell him to shhh. Finally when Why? went up Nick was like OOPS...had no idea that was even Why?. Anyways...heres a vid.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
base..me and kiki had a grip of fun last nite... too much fun...
things we discovered:
PAULA ABDUL:NO WAY
SOME GUYS are HOTTER THEN THESE OTHER GUYS
GETTING TO KNOW PEOPLE ON A SURFACE LEVEL:WHATEVS
WHAT ARE WE DOING WITH OUR LIVES=YOUTH/BEAUTY as of right now.
FLAVORED VODKA:alright i'm in i guessTHINKING:ESSENTIAL
Brazil:LEGIT we booked our tickets last nite!!!
LITTLE KID CHAPSTICK: SUCKS
CREPES AND HUMMUS:YUMS
HEROIN:NOT OKAY EVER
SEX IN THE CHAMPAGNE ROOM:NONE
GETTING TEQUILA SPRAYED ALL OVER YOU AND IN YOUR MOUTH WHILE HAVING YOUR HEAD SHOOK AROUND: PRICELESS
Listen TO/DOWNLOAD:WALKABOUT-ATLAS SOUND FT. NOAH LENNOX
Ponder This: OUR NEED TO FIND SOMEONE IS REALLY JUST DARWINISM(BASIC SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST)??????(was discussed with me earlier this week pretty interesting to think about) PHOTOS FROM THE NITE:AWESOMELY BAD
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Personal shit off this blog for the most part but oh well no one reads it anyways. I have some things going through my mind at present. My main concern first and foremost is for humanity as a whole. I was chatting with my home girl and we were talking about what the fuck is going on. We are both going through some similar stuffs. What is the point of living if its only for the moment? Why even live if you are constantly blaming the rest of the world for your issues and not facing those dilemmas and trying to handle it? Why are so many people so non reflective? FUCK THE SIMPLE MINDED. What good are you to another person if you aren't good for yourself. Should you want to be good for another person. My other homie was talking about how "fidelity" is important, being on a mutual platform with another person is essential for any relationship giving space for difference; not hindering the individual. People get too attached too territorial no matter how much they try to minimalize the things that make them insecure. I'm sick of the stultification of people around me..i'm sickened.People also start thinking about their own momentary hedonistic pleasure way too much and end up having all these issues that stem from the "crimes they commit." Really its easier fucking someone then having to deal with emotion I would rather have meaningless sex with many then ever give myself whole heartily to anyone right now or maybe even ever...not because i'm afraid of myself but just because there is no point really. If life is all about moment then wtf...My life should be like a fucking R. Crumb comic strip. I dunno maybe I should give into all the sick shit I think about. Have no idea. Have no idea what being selfless is anymore. Having the word "love" so heavily focused on my whole life, I've been naive. "But the petty thought is like a CANKER: it creeps and hides and wants to appear nowhere-until the whole body is rotten and withered by little CANKERS." True Love really isn't about fairy tale. People have a really difficult time accepting that because of what society has stuffed down their throats since existence started that just isn't reality and never will be. I'm not saying that because I'm a bitter person either. I can't say my experience hasn't jaded me but I think my observation is fair. Maybe life really is all about success for you and yourself and no one else :become the SUPERMAN. Leave everyone in the dust no matter what it takes? As long as your basic animalistic needs are satisfactory just for a sec. There is always this constant struggle with power over oneself and other humans. Human Nature is FUCKED. I start to ponder maybe people really are flawed if they aren't free. Maybe the individual is more important than anything? Should you cry over people....I have done it once but I don't really believe in that. Not too sure c'est la vie.
For the time being Nietzsche is my man.
PONDER THIS:"GREAT OBLIGATIONS DO NOT MAKE A MAN GRATEFUL, THEY MAKE HIM RESENTFUL; and if a small kindness is not forgotten it becomes a gnawing worm."
and another: "AND SHOULD YOUR FRIEND DO YOU A WRONG, then say: "I forgive you what you did to me; but that you did it to yourself- how could I forgive that?' Thus speaks all great love: it overcomes even forgiveness and pity......but mark, too, this saying: All great love is above pity: for it wants- to create what is loved!"
I dunno maybe i'll just cry to Nina Simone.http://www.box.net/shared/static/mgdg57ot7m.mp3(little girl blue)
Friday, August 21, 2009
So anyways i know he died like at the beginning of july but he was a pretty big influence on my life right??? He is one of the most influential photographers ever and his work is really great. He had a really crazy ass life died from heroin and lived fucking fast and died fucking young had a beautiful life though I'm sure.Such is the life of the photographer. Its what I aim to achieve quite honestly if only I could get my shit together and then at the same time lose my shit. Anyways I loved his photos and a lot of his collage work and even though sometimes things are messy, life is beautiful. So I wanted to pay some homage to a man I will never know but has influenced my work and my life. I hope to one day live up to his standard of life and art. Here is one of the most awesome things written about him right after his death.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
old interview but I love AZIZ...def hot def funny... some stand up i thought was legit i def LOL'd. ps..if you are reading this via facebook....and you can't see the stuff i post...you need to click on original post which is right under the writing if the writing is even posted up at all. just some basic info.